Why do I do what I do?

If I don't do what I do now, will I ever?
And if I don't do it, who will?
So how or by what means (strength) will I then do it?
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Ignore the above questions. Just notes to myself.
The weather is becoming the opposite of summer....
It is getting colder. A lot sooner than last year.
I can feel it in the morning and I can see it from my breath.
'Tis wonderful.